I will love running

Testing out a new theory here. Figured if i tell myself often enough that i love running, i'll eventually love it. Seems all weird that i used to enjoy running so much in the past. But now, i struggle with it. Maybe not mentally as strong any more?
Anyway, went for run just now. Did approximately 9km. Took about 55mins. I'm pretty pleased actually. It is actually getting easier with each run. I guess that is good. I'm at the middle of the 2nd pack now. Will just have to train harder, work myself to the front of the 2nd pack and then progress to the first pack. Was actually at the front of the 2nd pack until i hit the slopes. Really have to work on those. Just thinking which slopes i should do... Anyway, i'm glad the runs are taking less effort now. But still don't really dare to push hard, coz worried cannot make it to the end. But i now have a better gauge how long more it is to the end, so pushing myself in the last km.
Eh, tried out the bike today. Learnt how to mount and dismount. It was a huge feat for me. Considering my great fear in toppling over. So, for that i deserve a pat on the back! *pat pat... Learnt how to change gears, make them work, get up the bike by doing the skate scooter action, brake, slide ass off the bike and put foot on floor. Of course without the cycling shoes. Actually feel a little more stable coz in my running shoes, i can actually tip toe and touch the ground. Kinda like cheating, but, this means less falls, more enjoyable ride, and more confidence. And that's good enough for me. =)
My New Ride =)