The week on the whole was rather curious. Resigned after a huge fight in office. So started looking for a new job. Went through a whole series of self doubt. Weekend was spent at the races working, and then came Monday all over again. Tuesday is now over. Picked up a one off event to do this Thursday and have been mostly occupied with the event and rehearsals. Have been quite busy bee.
Still haven't stopped thinking about him. But trying to text him less and being less emo and attention seeking. Although at times, i still feel a little down. Especially when i wake up and feel all weird and queer. It's times like that where i wish he was still around to give me a big hug and tell me things will be fine. But i guess, i also need to learn to stand on my own two feet. Other then that, nothing much i guess.