Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Sick still =(

Went to visit the doc again coz i was struggling with the coughing. Didn't know coughing can be so tiring. Plus the fact that i hardly get to sleep a couple of hours before the urge to cough and try to clear the phlegm gets so overwhelming that i'm up again. Sigh.
Doc says i have acute bronchitis. So will take about 3-4 weeks to get well. Sighz... Am pretty tired of being sick really. But i suppose its one of those rare things you get in life. So i can only hope it's a one off and i won't be sick for the rest of the year already. Being sick is sure no fun. And now i'm thinking about how i'm going to be training for anything if this keeps up.
Yesterday was a mix of feelings really. I have no idea why i'm feeling the way i am. But i can only try to understand that i really do feel a little torn and mixed up. I've got a pretty good idea where i want to head to. Just not really sure how to get there. I tell myself that with careful planning and careful calculations, i will eventually get there. Hopefully i'm right. =)
Went for breaky with Baby this morning. Spent some time chatting which was nice. I really think i'm not cut out for relationships. But i don't want to dwell on it right now. As of this second, i can only think of the 1 million things that i have not done. Faint.. I need to start clearing my to-do list faster then i can add to them....

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