After the horrible night last night, i remember why i told myself to control the amount i drink. Coz the feeling of being pissed, is disgusting.
He hasn't called or texted me after his 'attitude' behaviour and comments yesterday. A couple of times, i relented and wanted to ask him if he was feeling any better or if he was oki. But, i did sms him a couple of times yesterday, and since he is irresponsible, he has not replied to any of them, knowing i would be upset and worried sick about him. I am almost on the verge of giving up. I see this pattern repeating over and over again and i am so damn tired of it.
And funny thing is, i have begun suppressing some 'angry' and 'hateful' feelings. Which is good i think...
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