Friday, December 23, 2005

Back from IAG Malaysia


I'm back!!!!!!!!! Never missed singapore that much in my whole entire life. It was an experience, and yet again, it was tiring and frustrating. All i can say is that i'm finally back. And its close to Christmas already. I have nothing much to write actually. Or maybe i just don't feel like writing about the camp.
All i know is that as a person gets more experienced in the camp, you get more responsibilities. I spoke to a little boy on the last day of the camp. He needed some closure from the activities that we did. And it was interesting in a sense coz it was precisely from the same activity that i chose not to do.
His fears? Same as mine i guess. It really is amazing how things come a full circle. And how some people tend to let fear overwhelm them. And paralyze them from achieving their fullest potential.
As i talked to him, it dawned on me that i too have been walking in a shadow. Only because not making a choice would also mean not facing the consequences the choice has. And as i let this 11 year old boy teach me a lesson in life, i return back to singapore and ask myself, the same question i posed to this boy. How do you want to lead your life? In fear? Or to create your own life, and eventually look back and know that no matter where life takes you, you have already succeeded coz u were courageous in making a choice...

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